Thursday, May 7, 2009

Depression After Rape

Some days, like today, I am so depressed. I try and stay busy, I try different tasks, nothing is working.

I am afraid that I will get worse, however I want to feel better. It is getting close to the one year anniversary, so perhaps that is why.

I need to stop trying to figure out why, and just focus on the good things in my life. It is just not working.

I feel so bad, like there is a great gnawing pain in my chest, I want to cry but there are no tears. I really don't know what I feel bad about, it seems so uncontrollable.

I'll nap and see how I feel, perhaps it is a sleep issue, there I go again trying to figure it out...........


Victoria Placeo

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